Thursday, April 27, 2006

I have sought a prevailing peace in my life, the way a sailor seeks a wind to ride, and having found it, I get the same feeling, I suppose, of wanting to know where its going to take me. And perhaps thats always been the case, but something in me still seeks a safe haven. What's it all mean? It's a definition, I suppose, a manner that won't accept stoicism, and wants to make it all my own; well, at least to the extent that I come face-to-face with it. If it sounds wrong to always seek peace, and always be moving, I really don't see it that way. The greatest kind of peace is that which will allow you to move forward, untroubled by what may have been behind. Which, perhaps, is the point. I know things are going on at home that are going to morph into something else in the future, and it should all be very exciting. Don't trouble yourself with trying to know the future, because just when you figure you might, God will change all the rules. Just be smart enough, and talented enough, and prepared enough to ride it when it comes. And if you don't know what you're doing, don't be proud or stupid enough not to learn. All of this, I suppose, leads to my credo, fear is for the unenlightened. More from down the rabbit hole later........

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